“Be yourself and love yourself, because if you don’t- who will?” – Montique David
In order to be loved you must first have a love of self. But that lends into a greater question- How can you love somebody you don’t know?
In order to truly love yourself and be loved the way you want to, the first thing you have to do is find yourself.
But how?
First of all you have to think of yourself as a puzzle piece. You want the person that fits you but how can you find that person if you don’t even know how your own puzzle piece looks? It’s like buying shoes without knowing your shoe size- makes no sense. You have to first know about yourself before going out and getting something that fits just right.
And please remember- This is a marathon, not a sprint. Finding yourself is a journey of self discovery and enlightenment and that just doesn’t come easy or fast. To do this right you have to be patient and know that this could take weeks and maybe months. All depends on how serious you are about finding yourself and how hard you work on it.
1. Put your past on paper: First of all, you don’t truly know where you’re going and who you are until you acknowledge where you’ve been. In order to do that, strap in and take a trip down memory lane. Write down all significant parts of your past and how you’ve changed because of them. Make sure to include past relationships and early childhood. Doing this will give you a good idea of not only where you’ve been, but where you’re headed.
2. Pros and Cons: WARNING- HONESTY A MUST. Write down a list of your own pros and cons. And don’t hold back. Be brutally honest about yourself and put down everything you can possibly think of on paper about yourself. Put down everything you’re self conscious about and things that you just don’t like in general. Most people are visual learners so having it down in front of you to see can do a lot of good.
3. Ask yourself questions: Why are you so difficult? What did you do wrong in your last relationship? Why is it hard for you to find that special one? Write down all of the things that you personally need answers to and seek answers for those questions.
4. Lose yourself: Sometimes you have to step out of your comfort zone to truly know how to find out who you really are. So get lost in things that aren’t really “you” because sometimes finding out what you’re really not is a way to zone in on who you really are.
5. Take your time: Again, this is a marathon and not a sprint. You have to be willing to patient and realize that this is a process that’s going to take you up and down the roller coaster of your life, through the peaks and valleys and you have to be ready for it all. Get ready for long trips down memory lane and painful thoughts from past failures and losses.
6. Meditation and mind clearing: Winning doesn’t make you better, losing does. Life can be like sports at time because if you’re winning winning winning then you don’t change anything in your approach because you’re on the path you want to be on. However when we lose we’re forced to make adjustments and change things up in order to get into the winning ways. With that comes overthinking and stress. The best way to combat that is with meditation and mind clearing. Find a open, quiet place and just close your eyes and be within your own space. After all, a cluttered mind can be like heavy traffic- hard to get through in a timely manner and frustrating.
7. Goal setting: This may be the most important thing on the list however it’s not the first because you should only start to set goals after you’ve begin to have a good outline of who you are as a person. You should set personal as well as physical and career goals. The key in setting a goal is to remember that the goal should be the prize at the top of the ladder. With that said, don’t just say “I’m going to lose 20 pounds in two months” then two months later wonder why you’ve gained. Set the big goal then list out the steps of how you’re going to get there. Which exercise routines are you going to do? How are you going to change what you eat? The steps are more important than the goal because if you reach all of the steps then the goal should be right within reach if not surpassed.
8. Community Service: In a way it’s a shame that most community service work is done by people forced to do it by a court order other than volunteers that do it to serve the community. Mahatma Gandhi one said “The best way to find yourself is to lose yourself in the service of others.” Helping people is one of the most enriching things in life, and doing that every once in a while or maybe more often can add lots of joy to your life.
Tips
1. What people think doesn’t matter: Remember this- You are never as good or bad as people say. Maybe you’re self conscious about your physical appearance or certain features on your body that could draw attention and ugly looks from others. But what needs to be understood is that no matter what people think, it doesn’t put a dollar in your pocket or take a dollar out of it, and if it don’t make dollars then it don’t make sense! By the way, if you changed yourself everytime somebody disapproved of something in your physical appearance, you’d change something every minute from now till the day you leave this world. You are perfectly yourself so have confidence in how you look no matter what. Always strive to better yourself and be better but also be confident in who you are currently. I always say that most artists don’t enjoy their own masterpieces. As your own masterpiece it’s only natural to see flaws, but it’s time to turn that around and focus on having confidence about yourself.
2. Stay positive: Being negative is the biggest hurdle you have to get over in your journey to finding yourself. It’s so easy to see the flaws not only in yourself but in life. Stop it. Start by keeping a smile on your face. Smiles are contagious so make sure you infect as many people as possible everyday. Also talk up others instead of talking down and spreading gossip. Become the person in your circle of friends who is upbeat and always putting a positive spin on things. You’ll be surprised at how much your positivity will help others.
3. Listen to advice but make your own decisions: Opinions are like flaws- everybody has at least one. So when you share your troubles with friends or trusted family members, most likely they’re going to give you advice on what they think you should do. It’s always good to know someone else’s perspective on problems you’re facing. At the end of the day it’s your life to live and thus it’s your choice. You may make the right choice or you may fail miserably. The key is to think through your feelings as well as the situation itself and think “What would I say to my best friend if they were in this situation?”
4. Don’t aim for others’ approval: You’ll never make everybody happy. All you can hope for is that you’re happy with yourself and people are happy for you. If you find yourself and some people don’t like who you are because you’ve cleaned up some things, then you know where they really stand in your life. Always seek to better yourself, never seek to change to appease others’ because you have as much of a chance at pleasing everybody as you do counting every raindrop during a Florida thunderstorm.
5. Be forgiving: When you go on your blast from the past you’re going to come across times when you blame yourself as well as other people. Learn to forgive not only yourself, but those who have wronged you. You do that for yourself in order to live life freely without the burden of regret over something you can never change. Truly forgiving people who’ve hurt you and moving on completely from mistakes you made is a necessary step in the goal of finding yourself.
Remember- before you can truly be loved, you must first love yourself. And to truly love yourself you must know yourself. This can be one of the best experiences of your life if you make it. So make the most out of it.